Random 'I Could Be'

Ok, I should try this.

I could be fabulous.
I can be attractive,

I can take care of dressing up

in every single detail,

from the nail polish,

to the earrings,

to what's underneath.
I can be sexy, I have been told.

What else?
I can spot at least six or seven different expressions
in every person's face.

And
I can taste two different tastes
on people's lips.
One for the inferior lip
One for the superior.
The superior lip has the better taste.

Besides,
I am the one looking for beauty
at every corner,
in people,
in music,
in sunset,
in London, always.

I am the one loving classic heroins,
classic literature, poetry
Eliot and the Four Quartets,
Emily Dickinson and her poems.
Blake and Shakespeare and Keats.
I can read poetry all night
drinking wine and listening to music,

and then making love,

because it just feels right,

impulsive as I am.

And
when I am in love
I adore my beloved one
I make him breakfast,
I cook him lunch and dinner,
I organize special things,
I try to spice up our sexual life

with lingerie, with talk, with fantasy,

with naughty pics as well.

Oh, and, also,

I take care of myself

'Truth is Beauty and Beauty is Truth' after all

And I am always true, loyal I should say, therefore beautiful?

I cry for the miseries of the world. I sense them deep down my bones.

And yes, I suffer too much,

which means that I can listen to other people's pains.

I am not afraid to face them.

What else?

I can talk about everything,

no fear, no shame, no resentment.

I can go everywhere,

from a beer in a dirty old pub

to the elegance of the Opera and the Royal Opera House.

I adore London,

because it breathes History everywhere,

I get excited talking about Henry VIII, and Anne Boleyn

I was her, in one of my previous lives,

oh, and Elizabeth the 1st, I share my b'day with her and Napoleon!

I love History, I feel full

when talking about history and phylosophy

and the past, and the classics. And Poetry, again.

When I get excited,

I have starry eyes, I jump everywhere,

I am a small spinning top,

I talk too loud, I smile all the time,

I drag everyone into my small world of jumping happiness.

And I kiss whenever I feel like,

wherever I am,

I am not afraid of other people's reaction,

love and feelings and emotions

will always come first for me.

Oh, and I can write about them

and about my beloved one

and my love, of course.

This is still me, somewhere deep inside,

this is still me,

for the pleasure of whoever wants to discover

this 5 - 10% of positive

out of 90-95% of negative,

today.