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You asked why haven't I found my special someone yet On a sunny London Southbank I couldn't explain  I couldn't warn you as you pretended or you believed you were falling right there with me and I was enjoying that too much to spoil it And when you had to  walk away or you just chose to, I was not surprised by your silence I shut people up in many ways... And you are not different my dear,  as you thought you would be. and I wished you were, dramatically. You see,  I should have told you what I have learned about me. Be mindful, I write a lot and what I write will sound desperate and sad as it comes from deep within me it's my secret id. I should have warned you to be careful with someone like me. I glitter and I will attract you if you wish but then as you come closer I will blind you. I burn. I am greedy for love life wine food passion emotions. I am greedy and I burn everything I touch. My sensual voice ...

Break the window,  come in with the wind. Break the promise,  and then make another one. Break your own image,  and paint it again. Break the pact,  and let the reins go. Break your pattern,  and surprise yourself. Break my pattern and surprise me. Break your sea waves,  and travel to some new ones. Break the horizon, there is always another shore. Break the fixed idea,  be fluid. Break your soul,  and build it up. Break your personality, and remember it later Break the song,  and listen to the silence. Break your smile,  and start laughing for once. Break your heart,  and let the light in. Break my heart,  and then watch it grow stronger. Break my spirit,  and watch me burn of pride and forgiveness. Break your consciousness,  and watch yourself dance. Break your usual skin, and watch the wonde...

The Cheshire Smile Let go of all the things you know you should do let go of all the duties, the serious consequences  of what you once  committed to. You don't have to keep wanting something or enduring something just because you used to once. You can be happy, you know? By conciliating consequences, duties and dreams. I know consequences weigh you down. And you deserve to be with someone that makes your heart race and not because of habit, fear or blackmail but because of evolution  of feelings evolution of yourself, from the inside, kicking. You can kick, emotionally, it's all right. Let go of all the things you are bound to do you will do them in time, with time and patience you can do it all. And some of it requires tough choices difficult times, but you can do it nevertheless. If you let something go and you allow the dreams in what would you dream of? Don't wound your heart by imposing rules and pressures you do not need. Happiness t...

It takes an ocean not to break, sing The National. She is broken. In vino veritas, when we drink there is the true self. And all you say is magnified by that self that wants to set free. But we lie so much and so much better when we are sober that lies are our new reality instead and that is the reality we impose on others, calling it "necessity". Between laughter and forgetting how long does it take? How long is the journey from 'everything will be alright, let's smile' to 'you never existed, let's forget'? A couple of hours? A transoceanic flight? An overnight? A rollercoaster ride? She is enduring the quiet after the storm and she is lost in the unspoken the unsaid. This silence is not elegant, is not wanted, is forced upon her like the most shameful of the scarlet letters. Everyone knows now what she did and could have done and the first to blame her, it's him, deep down. The threats were real and have inf...

"Do I dare  Disturb the universe?  In a minute there is time  For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse" (T.S.Eliot).  Let's meet on the Tower Bridge you and I and then write down our wishes on a piece of paper let's then light up a candle or two the small ones, the birthday candles you know, a white one and a pink one, one for you and one for me on a small round apple tart. And burn the paper very quickly. Shall we dare to make that wish and then throw the ashes away on the Thames? Shall I dare to show you how romance to me is a pair of lenses I wear when not many can see me? Can you see me? The faces of me you watch changing? The red, the violet, the shy the uncertain and the sensual too? Can you then please smile at me, just smile at me forever please? With that smile of yours that makes your eyes transparent and clean and perfect. Do we dare understand this is more, way more than we can say? For some ...