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The Greatest Disappointment. Falling from grace.

You wake up one day you realize what love is made of. You can just laugh cause how could you miss it, as intelligent as they say you are. It's not an illusion, you are not that cynical. It's not salvation you are not that hallucinated. It's not even a choice you don't own it pretty much never. It's a chance of course, everyone told you that so why would they lie. But for you you wake up one day and you realize that this all thing with love is you pushing through for curiosity and belief in something, anything anyone. It took you years to finally let it go that idea of him beside you. You let love fall from grace, eventually. You let him fall he who shouldn't have cause he was perfect for you remember? And yet, he fell he fell from that place of grace where you had placed him from the start without asking why And he never recovered from the fall he showed his face a normal, banal, sad face of a man wh...

(London) Is a vain person

She walks through the streets that look like a realist painting with too bold colours She penetrates the air unchallenged protagonist of every step she takes. There are so many things so many things that touch her everyday so many missed loves missed opportunities unjust forgiving and unjust forgetting She walks proud and vain with a new red coat and her big glasses cause she has big eyes She doesn't always listen to all those who tell her what and who she should be. She knows these streets she knows them all she is these streets with all the contraddictions and the small revolutions every day. She misses you there are other 8 million people around her and yet she misses just you. She has been waiting for you to fall from grace to stop to matter so much She has been waiting for you to speak from your heart cause when your heart speaks it is indecent for everyone else to respond adequately even for her. She has been colouri...

If I cannot be with you

If I cannot be with you my love is still beautiful maybe If I cannot be with you the hysteria of love is quiet If I cannot be with you you are less tired you don't have to buck me up calm me down give me evidence of your feelings play defendant feel guilty make excuses apologise If I cannot be with you you can be comfortable as you want to be you don't have to prove yourself If I cannot be with you the desire of sharing my sleep with you will be gone soon If I cannot be with you only the beauty will remain one day of the weight of being us with each other because when things get to an end they are wrapped up in that sweet nostalgia If I cannot be with you you will understand that your idea of happiness is just the longing for repetition and not the idea of discovery and that is sad. If I cannot be with you I cannot claim anything on your freedom I cannot ask anything of you and I cannot be asked anything from you If I cannot b...