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Synchronicity

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For the first time in forever
she had let herself hope.

And she is now afraid.

Desines timere, si sperare desieris.
You'll stop being afraid once you stop desiring.



Cause someone, she didn't know that,
could still get access to her
could still break through.

It was his light 
Unaware
A light for her world.

Just because he is now only in her head 
it does not mean he is, he was, not real.

His smell
And the excitement 
Unexpected and therefore more welcome.

Like one of those nights that lasts for a week
Like an iced champagne bottle. 

And now she is afraid.
To not be desired. 

To be forgotten.


Cause she was most likely the only one
Making a night last a week
And she surely got drunk with the iced champagne.

As usual
Lack of Synchronicity 
Has killed
A possibility for exploration.

And she needs to grow up and go back 
To reality.

Reality which was not 
That night 
Of synchronicity
With New York
Exploding in her stomach.

And the problem
Is always the same
With her.

No one can maintain 
That pure primal moment
Of synchronicity
Of perfect fusion
And make it last.

No one but her
In her mind
But not in her reality. 







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